- A painful memory...
- May 29th, 2009
Like a fool I was going through old e-mails and came across a very sad and painful message. I don't know why I was compelled to reread something that has made my life hell for several months now but I did anyway. Suddenly every emotion and feeling of loss swelled up again and I was left feeling like the moment I first read it. Why do I do this to myself? Am I trying to torture myself for pursuing something that made me happy? I just can't answer these questions. God, do I wish I could!